Digression!

The weekends are always the loneliest.  Even on nights like this where I'd have to be like "Oh, no, no, I'm sorry, but I have an audition tomorrow.  I can't go out."  Because even though I can't go out, it would be nice to be asked, wouldn't it?  The funny thing is, I spent the entire summer before I moved here not going out.  I had the option.  There were people around, but I chose to be alone.  People make me kind of exhausted to be honest.  But it's nice to have the option.


I've just finished Catcher in the Rye and let me tell you:  it's hard to read sometimes.  I hate how much I related to Holden this past week.  I mean, I hate sitting here reading him talk about all these empty conversations and calling people up just so he isn't alone and then just hating it and feeling like he shouldn't have called them at all and then going "Oh, god.  I know what you mean."

That being said, my birthday is coming up.  I'll be sure to write a post about what that ends up being.  I've got a pretty solid idea of what will happen, but I'll make that it's own post after the fact.

This was a much longer and more introspective post but I kept deleting it and rewriting it.  So I'm just gonna leave it at this.