Coffee Cake

My heart is thumping so hard.  I think I'm going to wretch.  I could barely sleep last night because I knew what I was going to do today.  I want to cry.  I am so nervous and worried and OHMYGOD.  But I'm eating a delicious coffee cake and drinking coffee at the Velo Rouge and the sun is shining so bright and this is supposed to be a good thing.   The sun is shining and the coffee cake is really good.  The sun is shining and the coffee cake is so good.  I just put a down payment on my first apartment.  I want to cry.